Happy is a shallow word.
That is what I was going to write about. Then I read the intriguing post by Jennifer Dukes Lee about daring to be happy in the midst of plain life.
I too have moved to a “fly-over” state. I feel like God has exiled me here for some unknown reason. Joy seems illusive for me.
Then this morning an Oswald Chambers devotion talked about God’s bewildering purposes. Yep, I am there. Bewildered. Not happy. Thing is, it talked about how when we look at the circumstances, we will be frustrated and confused, but when we focus on God, and a close relationship with Him, then we have peace that surpasses all understanding.
I am happy here in “exile” when I don’t think about how I am an adult and can leave this place. When I put that out of my mind as a possibility (because if I want to obey God, moving away right now is not a possibility), I can enjoy the beauty that is here- walking to a lake, my little siblings laughter, the sound of raindrops on the roof.
Maybe happiness is more complicated than I thought.
Five Minute Friday is a link-up where you free write for 5 minutes on the topic. This week’s topic is Happy. Find other blogger’s interpretations here.
Ugh. If only it were as easy as knowing you should be happy to actually be happy. Although today I am going to choose to be “happy”.
Still having a hard time using that shallow word 🙂